man, i feel like such a user, and i don't even know WHY!!! maybe it's because of Chris' last entry or two. the fact that this has been going on for so long, and only NOW do i find out about this, it makes me sad. and that his friends feel bad about this makes me even sadder. and i can't do yoga! so this will sit on my mind like an elephant on a sponge, until i either talk to Chris again, or get out of the house... *gasp, gasp*... can't... breathe.... not enough happiness in room...
---)*(eghan

sorry i haven't written in awhile, too much happening. let's see... i left my pillow at Chris' place, and oh yeah, i got knifed. ow. but, i've probably told you all the nice, pretty colorful details. the WORST part being either that huge bruise/cut on my ass, or that i lost one of my rings.
OMG!!! i just read Chris' journal... honey, please don't be so!!! trust me, life always gets better, and even especially for someone with so much potential, and s many talents, and skills! please don't waste it! man, this isn't making my condition any better, i think i needa leave...
---)*(eghan